Saturday, October 16, 20101:53 AM
■ 'cause im lazy ^^
hi there,
i promised to come back & update this space.
gah im sorry i delayed it.
if you had notice any changes,
i've it on a new blogskin,
cleared all the previous post.
it bring back old memories
but at the same time it hurts though.
so it've to go.
im glad its a firm stand.
perhaps i just realise i should brace up.
school is starting once again.
things are in quite a mess i suspose.
i've NOT done many many things that i should.
firstly, start to get lecture notes/ tutorial printed
next, clear up old notes and stuff.
following, tidy up my closet.
& i've to get my school items purchased
new files & stationaries.
gah, that alot of things to be done.
not accordingly!
but school item is a must
my files are torned.
i've been insisting to use them for the previous sem
& its time for a change for the new upcoming sem!
a fresh start would be great (:
alright. this vacation is not what i expected.
partly because i hasn't been working much as i thought i would previously.
i've again lack in the passion & also tired of working.
thus, i guess going back to school seems great this time round.
seriously im quite sick of ritz.
although i've fun there sometimes
but reason being i see many new faces,
having to work alone (without jess!),
tired and drain off ( for this i don't know why. Managers have been kind so far except for the recent incident)
i'm just not a excited when it comes to work
and rather than look forward to it,
i would try to book less slots or even not book any
clearing the slots that i've on hand and things like that.
ha, so its quite bad i suspose.
lacking.
okay, details abt the vacation.
hmph. i had good food, some really good ones.
buffets, dine out w lianyi
meet-ups, lunches, dinner and outings!
great and i really enjoyed.
though i've nt gain back the weight i loss during exam periods.
gah, i'm still fustrated over it.
there are bad experience too,
but i don't wish to recall them.
i've close to full recovery frm flu already (:
i just came to realise,
it has been quite long..
yea, perhaps its time leave everything aside.
and once you did, you would see things at a different view.
perhaps not blinded by things which you had been.
memories still reminds me a lot,
regrets about decisions made doesn't do any help.
it open up scars.
however, without fail i would be reminded of.
its true that a lot had fade so far,
feelings, thoughts and everything
but definately there things that are left behind.
it would bring me to laugh whenever i thought how foolish it is.
cos the im the only on feeling the pain.
this is the last time i would mention it here.
cos i would reduce everything related to him.
speech, memories and others i do nt know.
this would be what you wish i suspose.
good for you, and perhaps me.
farewell!
i will be working tmr.
the next update i suspose might be sunday or much later!
stay tune if you wish (:
i promised to come back & update this space.
gah im sorry i delayed it.
if you had notice any changes,
i've it on a new blogskin,
cleared all the previous post.
it bring back old memories
but at the same time it hurts though.
so it've to go.
im glad its a firm stand.
perhaps i just realise i should brace up.
school is starting once again.
things are in quite a mess i suspose.
i've NOT done many many things that i should.
firstly, start to get lecture notes/ tutorial printed
next, clear up old notes and stuff.
following, tidy up my closet.
& i've to get my school items purchased
new files & stationaries.
gah, that alot of things to be done.
not accordingly!
but school item is a must
my files are torned.
i've been insisting to use them for the previous sem
& its time for a change for the new upcoming sem!
a fresh start would be great (:
alright. this vacation is not what i expected.
partly because i hasn't been working much as i thought i would previously.
i've again lack in the passion & also tired of working.
thus, i guess going back to school seems great this time round.
seriously im quite sick of ritz.
although i've fun there sometimes
but reason being i see many new faces,
having to work alone (without jess!),
tired and drain off ( for this i don't know why. Managers have been kind so far except for the recent incident)
i'm just not a excited when it comes to work
and rather than look forward to it,
i would try to book less slots or even not book any
clearing the slots that i've on hand and things like that.
ha, so its quite bad i suspose.
lacking.
okay, details abt the vacation.
hmph. i had good food, some really good ones.
buffets, dine out w lianyi
meet-ups, lunches, dinner and outings!
great and i really enjoyed.
though i've nt gain back the weight i loss during exam periods.
gah, i'm still fustrated over it.
there are bad experience too,
but i don't wish to recall them.
i've close to full recovery frm flu already (:
i just came to realise,
it has been quite long..
yea, perhaps its time leave everything aside.
and once you did, you would see things at a different view.
perhaps not blinded by things which you had been.
memories still reminds me a lot,
regrets about decisions made doesn't do any help.
it open up scars.
however, without fail i would be reminded of.
its true that a lot had fade so far,
feelings, thoughts and everything
but definately there things that are left behind.
it would bring me to laugh whenever i thought how foolish it is.
cos the im the only on feeling the pain.
this is the last time i would mention it here.
cos i would reduce everything related to him.
speech, memories and others i do nt know.
this would be what you wish i suspose.
good for you, and perhaps me.
farewell!
i will be working tmr.
the next update i suspose might be sunday or much later!
stay tune if you wish (: